Well.. I posted this for a reason.. I wanted to share my thoughts with you all. Well I do believe that Allah has miraculous ways of showing us his mighty wisdom.. and I'm sure that you will find many evidences on that if you look back to your own life. Sometimes doors will be shut in your face, requests will be denied, wishes will be unfulfilled, BUT that only happens because Allah is developing you from inside and preparing you to receive the great gift that He is about to bestow on you. You must be able to appreciate and understand exactly hiw valuable is that gift. Think of a 1 year old child who had just inherited billions of dollars.. will he be able to comprehend it?! NO for sure. But after he grows up and understands the situation he will know the real value of it. All I'm saying is this: Appreciate what you have.. Believe in Allah's plan for you, Accept it with all the attachments, Reflect on your experiences in life, Prepare yourself for the BIG GIFT from A...